While I may not be purging as of late, I'm feeling a sinking feeling.. hating myself, my body. I seem to want to drink as an escape. I can't drink as much as my self-hatred would like me to. Not doing so hot, feeling pretty self-destructive. I hate that I feel so easily rejected, too needy, and just plain tired.
There's work ahead of me.
8.27.2008
slip and fall
Posted by Heather at 3:55 PM
Labels: not good, self-destructive
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I'm reading.. and I wish I could help you in some way.. you're right, there's definitely work ahead. Know that you're not alone though. Thinking of you, as always.
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